Isn't it better to have Scars on your arm than on your heart?

Nobody ever noticed her
Nobody ever cared
Nobody ever thought that one day
She wouldn't be there

Smile, its easier then explaining why your sad....

Why dont no one believe me when i say?
I dont wanna go on for another day

The pain that the razor brings,
Reminds me that life isnt a dream...

All I want for Christmas is just one gift,
If I had just one person who loved me, my soul would lift.
One person who understands why I cut and cry,
One person who knows what it's like to want to die.

***From my poem 'All I Want For Christmas'***

Broken
Bruised
Forgotten
Sore
To f**ked up to care anymore...

Bound in chains of denial,
Disguise dread of reluctant tomorrow with a freshly painted smile.

Trying to open up, but always too shy. Crying and broken; it's easier just to hide.

I'm not broken - I'm just shattered.
Don't try to fix me, it doesn't really matter.
I'm torn into pieces and ripped into two.
The last thing I need to help me is you.