I smile and laugh on the outside,
But on the inside I'm planning my suicide.

**Pain doesnt hurt when its all you've ever felt**

Reality is the cruelest illusion.

~*She made d e p r e s s i o n look so beautiful, because the blood that spilled from her wrists matched the tears in her eyes*~

Once again i lost my life. my life was you. now you're gone, i sit here in the darkness my eyes closed tight. nothing can hurt me this way, as long as i dont let anyone in.

Dear Diary.... everything went wrong today, because I didn't die...

All these tears you have made
have caused me to once again use this razorblade.

All this anger I feel,
I can never reveal,
All this sadness I feel inside,
I must always hide,

Slit my wrists and hope to die
such pain unknown but i wont cry
cant save me now, dont even try
this is my last crimson goodbye

Tears are the words
My heart uses to explain
When even my fake smile
Can't cover up the pain

©Dani Cameron