This will be the last time
I’ll tell the story of each vein
I’ve learned my lesson finally
People don’t want to see my pain

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I smile and laugh on the outside,
But on the inside I'm planning my suicide.

**Pain doesnt hurt when its all you've ever felt**

Reality is the cruelest illusion.

~*She made d e p r e s s i o n look so beautiful, because the blood that spilled from her wrists matched the tears in her eyes*~

Once again i lost my life. my life was you. now you're gone, i sit here in the darkness my eyes closed tight. nothing can hurt me this way, as long as i dont let anyone in.

Dear Diary.... everything went wrong today, because I didn't die...

All these tears you have made
have caused me to once again use this razorblade.

All this anger I feel,
I can never reveal,
All this sadness I feel inside,
I must always hide,

Slit my wrists and hope to die
such pain unknown but i wont cry
cant save me now, dont even try
this is my last crimson goodbye