"Don't worry, Ill be fine.
Just let me slit my wrists, One last time.

To depressed to go on
But you'll be sorry
When I'm gone...

.:i neva apologize:.
.:for sayin what i feel:.
.:that would be like:.
.:apologize for been real:.

When people say they'll be there they only mean, that as u fall they will stand and stare

~{[Happiness]}~
...Only another word in my vocabulary, the only one with no meaning
...its only something others want to see, but it isnt the real me...

Fake smiles
fake friends
the only real thing in life
is the pain you feel inside
and the tears that flow from your eyes
every night,
when trying to sleep

Everyone stares at you,
Like your someone new.
You've -always- been this way,
You've never really been okay.
But you know (d_e_e_p) down in your heart
That your soul will never fall apart...

:( I promised myself I wouldnt do this again....

I want to kill myself in such a creative way that when people hear about it they wont say "She died? How could she do that?" but they will say "Oh what a beautiful suicide"

And so i put on my make-up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me
everything is ok!
i'm laughing coz noone
Knows the joke is on me
COZ I'M DYING INSIDE
with my PRIDE AND
THE SMILE ON MY FACE