Addiction to pain...to scarlet tears
To the shiny blade...and the thin white scars...this is my only flaw...the most dangerous of all

Each cut I cut,
Goes deeper into the vein,
Maybe this cut will end it,
Maybe it will end my pain...

Yesterday I was sitting alone, with a blade and a bottle of pills..
And all I could think about was how disappointed you'd be if you ever found how weak I really am...

I'll draw you the picture of my life The paper my arm, the pen my knife

Crying tears that will never appear

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on July 4th, 2005

We go through torment & destruction throughout our lives, when we finally think we can see the bright light at the end of the tunnel we soon realise it's just a train heading straight for us.

You can always figure that youre just as far in as you will ever be out of trouble

Blood for tears,
Cut to cry,
Always wondering,
Why I try.

I finally found out why people say 'love hides behind every corner' its to make you think there are corners.. really its a big circle..so you don't get love back.

A lonely girl
with her head in a whirl
if you look past those eyes
youll find tears and lies
youll find hidden crushes and friends turning out fake
youll see that every night this girl goes to sleep hoping to never wake