All the pain locked up inside, pull in the shame put on a smile!

Sometimes I just wish that today would just end...
And tomorrow would never come...

What may be considered haunted dreams for you,
Is simply everyday life for me.

You cant stop me from my cutting
Cuz it is far too late,
You cant catch me when im falling
For its my only fate.

As the pain gets bigger the cuts get deeper.

Or is it

As cuts get deeper as the pain gets bigger.

I can feel your stare
Trying to figure me out
I just can’t bear
To let those beautiful eyes
See my dark and ugly soul
Hidden Deep Inside

The hardest thing to do is to go thru pain,
And then watching your friendz go thru the same thing,
Just knowing that there is nothing you can do...

By: Knoxy

(C) Copyright Alana Knox 2005

{*}i'm going to Smile like nothings wrong, Talk like everythings perfect,Act like its all a dream,and Pretend its not Hurting Me{*}

It kills me inside to see you sad,
But Ill do anything to help you through.
I couldnt save myself Im afraid,
So Ill try my best to save you....

I need you by my side
To tell me everything’s alright
Even though deep down inside
I know it’s a lie.