My face can smile
but my soul can cry
so never trust my smiling face
for it can lie
i smile on tha outside
underneath i cry
and now you know
that my whole lifes a lie...

Cut and Cut another apology
Cut and Cut I'm so F U C K I N SORRY!!

She cut so much I was worried about her
she was the type of girl who would never do that
shes changed so much since the last time I saw her, a little girl with braids and bows
she went to far and now she plays in hell below

Even when tears are streaming down my cheeks, i still manage to whisper the same few words ... 'I'm Fine'

*.::A smile is a smile, a laugh a laugh::.
.::But who would have thought, it was just a mask?::.

I stood in the wind today, and begged it to blow me away. But like everything else it ignored my needs, so i tried to die and didn't suceed.

Im hiding so much
if you only knew
it would be tearing you apart too

I wish life was like an editing room,
where i could rewind and pause at the good times, delete out the sad times, and fast forward through the hard times.

What does it matter anymore? Nothing to me and I guess nothing to you...

-Sarah JG.

It takes a wise person to hear what is never said over the words that are spoken...