I will forgive but i will not forget..i hope you know you lost my respect

-Papa Roach-BlOoD-

Looking for a reason
Just to stay here today
Looking for a way
Just to make it thru the day

People see my scars then they get scared. I wish that they would stay and care rather than run because then they would know that I don't cut to die I cut to stay alive.

Locked in a life of torture,
Someones thrown away the key.
I cant get out, I cant escape,
Im sick of being me....

[(--life is shitty, life is bad, i want
to say im sorry to the friends that
i had, because you dont trust me
and i guess i shouldnt care, but no
body loves me, and nobodys there--)]

She stares outside, not knowing
what to do, she yells for help not
knowing who, she cuts her wrist
because shes so mad, she cries
to sleep because shes sad, she
hates this world, and thats bad..
.. she is a mirror image ..

Physical pain is so much easier to bear than emotional torture.....

When you wish you had a friend and nobody is there that you can see, theres always a blade that protects me
just slice a little on your wrists nobody shall even know, because what people see is what you chose to show..

“People walk into the light for what they can see, and run from the darkness for what they can’t. Only when they stop do they realize they were blinded by the light and welcomed by the dark.”

-By My Sis {Lindsey}

When you told me those things
i wished i had wings
so i could go to you, so i could fly
and be there while you cry
when you told me those things
i had the worst feelings
i have ever experienced in my life
and again i turned to the knife