Up until now a single smile has been able to hide away millions of crimson tears...but today in class there wasn't a single smile 2 be found and all those tears i've kept hidden for so long escaped

"You don't see the thoughts that go through my head, You don't see the marks where my skin, it has bled."

-Ellie Nichol

Rivers of tears pour from my eyes,
Fountains of blood flow from my wrist.
Oceans of lies are drowning me,
This is water with a twist...

*- I've started something that I can't stop, I can feel the pain releasing within each and every drop -*

Wouldn’t it be great to wake up one morning knowing someone cared?

You've hurt me one time too many,
So now I take this knife.
I slash my wrists and whisper,
Thanks for ruining my life...

You told me you hated life
you told me you wanted to die
you told me no one cared
you told me no one was there
you told me all these things
you told me your feelings
you told me everything

i let you down

I feel like i'm losing everything i've ever known.
this is what happens when secret emotions are shown.

I’m scared because I’m falling and I know you’re not there to catch me.

Salty Tears,
Crimson gashes.
Shattered hearts,
Razor blade slashes.