Tortured screams,
Desperate crys.
Mangled hearts,
And devious lies...

Welcome to my life....

You say I always look depressed,
Well maybe I have good reasons why.
You are one of them in fact,
You love to make me cry...

Never like anybody,
They will only make you frown.
Never care about anybody,
They will only bring you down.
Never trust anybody,
They will only tear you apart.
Never love anybody,
They will only break your heart.

I used to cry myself to sleep knowing that i was a day closer to dying
but now i cry myself to sleep hoping i won't wake up

Shes fallen apart at last,
The pain just got too much.
The cruel words that you said,
Distressed her such..

.:do you think it hurts much to die?:.
.:its hurting so much to stay alive!:.

Just a few kind words could save her.
Just a few more unkind words could kill her.

*~*Think about this*~*

Im trying to hold on,
But life is slipping away.
Each day it becomes more difficult,
More impossible to stay...

I should of gone ahead,
And pulled the trigger.
Cause problems dont get smaller,
They only get BIGGER.

.:iv been so alone for so long:.
.:iv forgotten how much it hurts:.
.:to wake up:.