.:the closest thing to perfect:.
.:but the farthest thing from me:.

I thought life was easy
Now I know why no one believed me
With heartaches and unthinkable memories I cry
Now I know, now I understand why your number one wish is to die

Im sorry I messed up.
Im sorry for what I cannot be.
Im sorry Im a total *****.
Im simply sorry for being me...

.: i sit in my room and cry:.
.:cuz outside these walls:.
.:there are a million reasons why i wont to die:.

A wise man once told me, "Never give up."
too bad for me, he didn't take his own advise when he gave up on me.

Each new cut,
Covers an old scar.
Pain on top of pain,
Pain is what you are...

|[ why do i always fall for the perfect guy
thats already fallen for the perfect girl ? ]|

Tσ ƒèèl nσthîng
yσu hávè to bè nσthîng.

Today I cried crimson tears,
I cried them over you.
Over what you've done to me,
Over the things you've put me through.

Dreams are false hope, you see, hear and feel all that you want, happiness is but a sleep away, to me dreams are just a constant reminder how far away happiness is... unless you choose to sleep forever.