I'm drowning in my sorrow,
Drowning in my fears,
Drowning in my darkness,
Drowning in my tears.

Her eyes filled with the agony of waking, filled with the stories she had to tell. Every morning the same thing, the same everyday hell.

*She Smiles, But Is She Happy..*

If promises arent supposed to be broken then y m i cryin over ur grave wen u said we'd be together forever.

tired of trying
sick of crying
yea im smiling
but inside im dying

...People always say, Everything will be okay, but what proof do they have of that?...

If you cared about how close to the edge i am... WHY ARE YOU PUSHING ME?

~* Tears Flow,
Scars Grow,
Hearts Brake,
Smiles Faked,
Hope Gone,
Friendships Torn,
Happiness Disappeared,
Sadness Feared *~

"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try and kill the thing on the inside."
-"Girl Interrupted" Susanna Kaysen

It is easy to hide the scars on my arms and legs. It is the scars on the inside that are becoming hard.