All the makeup hides the pain that's inside,
but sometimes all the pain hides the makeup...

"I don't know if im asleep and dreaming, or dead and remembering"

"I'd like to stay a secret like walking in the dark. If no one knows you, no one cares, and no one breaks your heart."

The worst thing is knowing I'll survive.

People tell you to think of yourself for a change and yet when you do you get called selfish!

Do you notice the tears i cry
Do you see the pain in my eyes.
Why do you have to be so mean
Why cant my tears be seen??
Look real close and you will see
That i\'m a girl lost in a this memory

The only way for you to truely understand what im going through is if your only relief comes from pain...

The Longer The Time Taken To Decide . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

The Harder The Decision !

Every Word Spoken Is A Word Wasted..Ever Tear Droped Is A Tear Wasted..Every Drop Of Blood Spilt Is Blood Wasted..But The Time I Spent Thinking That I Was Cared For Was What Was Most Wasted To Me..

...Pulling at my skin, tempted to tear it off. Why can't i free myself from this worthless shell i am bound in...