I'm whispering lies that only I can hear,
I'm crying inside but only I seem to care.

I wish the mask i wear would swallow me so that I can feel as happy as I appear.

Walk away from the sun and leave everyone and everything behind

When i saw my father crying because i wanted to die, i felt so terrible it made me think i deserved to die

As he looked at me crying he asked "what's wrong" and the simplest answer I could think of was "what's right"

Of everything in my life so far i like loneliness the most.
It never leaves my side.

I may smile, I do
But the fact that you can't see past my lie kills me

The voices in your head is another person and just like you they make mistakes too

I never asked to be alive so dont blame me for wanting to be dead

I'm still so young, so why does it feel like I've forgotten how to live.