Every so often I want people to know that I'm not as okay as they think I am.

What is it that you love about me? what makes me glow in your eyes? if you could tell me, maybe i could love that too.

The control of my body and my heart isn't mine. It's yours.
You take me by the hand twirl me around in the rain. Then next thing I know, you leave me, in my own sorrow.

In the rain no one can see the tears that fall and in the darkness no one sees the frown or the red eyes. I just have to hide my sadness in the rain and darkness and no one shall ever know or ask any questions.

I was already broken when you found me... you put me back together... Just to break me apart a second time?

Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew

She says she's fine, but she's going insane.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says it's nothing, but it's really a lot.
She says she's ok, but really she's not.

The girl who seemed unbreakable is finally starting to break
the one who seemed so strong its crumbling apart
the one who always laughs it off is constantly crying
the girl who would never give up, finally quit trying

AShotToKillThePain
APillToDrainTheShame
APurgeToStopTheGain
ACutToBreakTheVein
ASmokeToEaseTheCrave
ADrinkToWinTheGame
AnAddiction'sAnAddiction
BecauseItAlwaysHurtsTheSame

I'm tired of laughing when i want to cry, I'm tired of smiling when i want to die, i say I'm fine when I'm not, All i yearn for is for the pain to stop.