What do you do when you realize the only person that will ever be there for you is yourself...and you just don't care anymore?

No one knows the real me
No one knows what I'm thinking
No one understands me
No one know how I really feel
No one knows what I'm like under this mask
No one cares that they hurt me...

Everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay..
what the hell do they want me to say?
no.. i'm not okay. and then what? so i
just smile and say i'm fine .. even tho
i'm really dying inside </3

Dear drugs & alcohol ; I want my childhood back.

When most people wish for things, they wish for things that cost alot, or are impossible.. i simply wish to just be happy.

So you know the day me, so what, its easy that side, i laugh, act normal, smile but as the day shifts, i turn into someone you wouldnt recognise, a beaten soul seeking release from this ground i stand on.

Why does it instantly make me a bad person for only expressing how I feel?

It's not suicide I crave, It's relief.

If you really knew me, you'd know I put on an act so you don't see how much I'm dying inside, but when the lights go out and I'm laying down in my bed, the tears come pouring out and I tell my teddybeat things youd never understand ; <3

The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us. It is the darkness in your own heart that you should fear