I know the strongest person is the one who lives every day even when its hard, but i don't want to be strong anymore

Why do people flip out and say DONT CUT! but yet they do nothing to help you from stopping???

Leave me alone, tonight I just wanna stay home. I've got a darkness that I have to feed. I've got a sadness that grows up around me like a weed. And I'm not hurting anymore, I'm just spiraling in.

Life used to be just going through the motions, but i cant even do that anymore.

I looked at a picture & i was pretty and strong, then i looked in the mirror and i was broken, and fragile. where did i go wrong?

Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit.

I used to have so many faults. Now I only have two. Everything I say and everything I do.

WHat is happing to me? this isnt the girl i want to be

Writing doesn't even block out my bad thoughts
Now my heart sits numbly as my body rots
Death crosses my mind countless times
Because of my sadness my wrists are covered with lines

My heart wants him so badly it kills.
But my brain says, "no, he'll hurt you."