I am a girl who suffers
But I don’t want a show
I’ll always suffer in silence
And hope they never know
Because they are everything
My friends deserve it all
They deserve the happy end
They shouldn’t watch me fall

I can't keep doing this.
I can't keep living like this.
I can't keep pretending that everything is okay when actually, it's far from it.

I want to scream and shout and cut myself until my whole body is covered in blood, I want to make it a play for you, and want you to see how much I'm really damaged.

My soul has committed suicide. Even if my body decides to live on...........

The only thing that keeps me alive..
Is my crushed twisted little dream..
That someday..
I might make it out, alright..

I just want to make you happy.. I'm so little and filled with so much pain. I give up.. I just can't do this anymore.
I cut myself, I drink & I'm gonna start smoking weed.
I love you but I know enough to never tell on you.
I'm sorry.......

"Whats better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?"

Not Mine

..i just wish people can see my heart crying everytime they see my face smiling.. : (

Why am I in a bad mood all the time? Because I'm tired of acting like I'm happy.

All I wanted was to collapse in someone's arms and cry today, but there was no one there to catch me.