Smoke the joint,

Drink the liquor,

Feel the pain?

Then drink it quicker.

Rip open the surface,

And feel the sting.

Purge away your misery,

Unabe to feel a thing.

Yes,

This is what you have done.

How can i miss something, i never once have had.

maybe its the love i need, from a broken home and missing dad.

I am strong, because its the choice i have left now...

I woke up one time in the middle of the night from a nightmare...i didn't realize then that was only the beginning to another nightmare...my life.

Black, it understands her pain,
Though offers only sneers,
Rudely reminding her the reality,
That nothing's as it appears.

Somebody has come along and ripped apart my heart...

...tearing it to shreds and throwing it on the floor...

...then when i think it can't get any worse...

...they stomp all over the pieces.

Leave me alone to think...
leave me alone to cry...
leave me alone to let out my pain...
but come back before i die...

I am starting to lose the diffrence between reality and fiction.

I scream on the inside hoping one day you'll hear me. But you can't see past the smile I put on my face.

We all create our own prison
And then
We are scared of being a slave

I cut and cut
to watch myself bleed
in hopes that one day
i'll revive the old me
but i know that will never
happen because the old me
has sunken a million miles under the sea