& she died screaming, but you never noticed

Do you ever wish you could die,
but be alive for your funeral?
just to see who would be there .. just to see who would cry

I Fake A Smile, Just To See You Happy

Just when you try to forget all the bad stuff in your past, there's always that one person who makes you live it all over again...

Have you ever felt so alone that nothing makes sense? Well thats now I feel right now. I feel like im facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.

You see a girl...
you think...

PERFECTION!

...until you find out...
that girl...

xxxxf
xxxe
xxl
xl

long...

LONG...

ago

Sitting _alone_ in the rain
No one [.c.a.r.e.s.] im feeling so much pain
Why does it have to be ((me))?
I dont want any sympathy...
I just want someone to .L.O.V.E.
This life..im just so ..tired.. of

It's Eaiser To Say "I'm Fine" Than To Explain What's Wrong.

Waking Up Is Hard When You Have Nothing To Wake Up For

Silence is my worst enemy b/c it forces me to listen to myself.