The only thing i want in this world, is to be forgotten.

No matter who is with me, i will always be alone. secretly in my private hell i suffer.

Blood falls,tears roll,years go but still nobody knows so i just fall because there is no one to answer my calls of pain full of loss i guess my life is the cost

&& i shed billions of tears every night but some how i still feel like crying

Do you Ever [[ wish ]] you could hear the sirens of an ambulance
&& wake up in the emergancy room to hear the
doctors say "she isnt going to make it"
just so u could find out who really
c a r e s about you ?

I hate waking up and looking in the mirror and realizing that i'm still me.

I try to laugh about it, covering it up with lies
I try to laugh about it, covering the tears in my eyes!

Id rather be hated for who i am than to be loved for who im not

*she shed one last tear as she put the gun and her mouth and pulled the trigger*

a comment made by *PSYCHO_B.I.T.C.H.*
R.I.P. 9/15/06

GIVE IT A 5 ... ITS THE LAST THING SHE WROTE

So tired of crying, crying over you. Slowly giving up, giving up on you....