it's not the knife that hurts...it's the reason i dig the blade through my skin as the blood pours out

Don't break down
Everyone's watching
Don't fall apart
Everyone's watching
Don't cry outloud
Everyone's watching
Fake a smile
Everyone's watching

{{I made this}}

The girl who seemed unbreakable...broke
the girl who seemed so strong...crumbled
the girl who never cried... created a river
the girl who would never stop trying... finally quit
this girl... is me

{{I made}}

I feel free being alone

.:sometimes it hurts more
.:to simle in front of everyone:.
.:then cry all alone:.

The knife only takes away your pain for so long after that minute your life is still all wrong

You think I'm {happy}, I'm really {not}.....This smile must be the {best} lie I've got.

I Love Walking In The Rain Because No One Can Ever Tell That I'm Crying...

My heart is in pain
You have me on a chain
Till I used my brain

Iam not going to cry any more
Iam not going to try any more

becuase you got turned on
and then you moved on

You abused me
You confused me
You used me

.:Suicide is not so much the desire:.
.:to die, as it is the fear of living:.