With my tears, comes even more fear.

I been lost for to long i no longer want to be found

Your my best dream, and my worst nightmare

I know in the end it will all be ok, but right now i just want to end my life.

Falling off a cliff
doesn't seem so horrible anymore.
Crashing into a speeding truck
doesn't sound like a bad idea either.
Staying here does.

I lie awake thinking that one day it'll be alright
I hope that i can make it
To the end of this fight

Most days i can fool people by wearing a fake smile
but some days i don't have the strength to fake it and no one seems to notice

Every single day the thought of suicide hides in the back of my mind, every single day . Yeah I'll put on a smile just to prove to you I can hold my shit together

I try to blend into the
world around me, but oil
will never mix with water.
I will never belong here.

The desperation in her voice, could make your heart crumble