Tired, but I can't sleep. Hungry, but I can't eat. Sad, but I can't cry. Over, but I can't die.

Save me from myself

I can't keep pretending to be someone I'm not

I feel cold inside, but the weather is warm, i feel empty inside, but i hear voices surrounding me. Most of all i feel lost, but I'm where I'm supposed to be.

If I had committed suicide, I'd just be another statistic but now I'm still alive, I'm another survivor who made it through the war.

As the days wear on...
her steps get a little slower....
her eyes drift a little downward...
her voice sounds a little softer...
her sentences become a little shorter...
her smile becomes a little streighter....
and no1 knows y...
and no1 asks...

She wore that fake smile until she died
And even when she was gone
Everyone said, "I thought she was happy"

If I dropped dead what would you do?
Would you cry?
Would you even laugh?
Would you scream?
Or just smile?
Because you took another person off the edge
That couldnt take it anymore

CourtneyxHolland

I'm afraid to go to sleep cuz i dont have a reason to wake up.

I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smile even though her heart is broken...I wanna be remembered as the girl who can always lighten up your day even if she can't brighten her own..:(