I hope one day I'll wake up and realize...wow it was all a nightmare

Just please, leave.
let me be.
i'm too tired
to put up a fight.

"Lies are what keep this world in peace."

You say you cant stand to see me get hurt.so .....what ...you close your eyes when you hurt me?

"The best things stem not from the mind, but from the heart and soul. Despair leads to some of my best work. Hatred brings out a flourish of great ideas. Anger sends forth a rampage of emotion that spills across the page from my pen."

As u run ur hands upon my wrists and look into my eyes
You see my fear, shame, pain and my hope that ull undastand
But when i look into ur eyes i see nufin not even a gleamer of pity

Behind my smile
I broken heart
Behind my laugh
Im falling apart

:(

My hole so dark,my hole so deep
I never knew what monsters creep
There's only one i always see
I know this monster because it's me

They say I need to go to a hospital.. I say I need a new family. If only they knew the real problem and understood what really happens. But, of course, no one really gives a damn.

What they don't know is that everytime they hurt me, i hurt myself even more