* ( S i L e N c E iS uSuAllY tHe [L][o][U][d][E][s][T] cRy FoR h e L p ) *

I'm a chronic smoker,im always at the bar... im even gonna start on drugs...but they wont kill me first,
because you will !

One little lie can break my heart and kill me inside.

Loneliness has three friends - me, myself and I.

Cross my lips i deserve to die
stick that needle in my eye
and as i die i may not every become awake
but at least thats one less breath i have to take

Heavy Heart,
Nights in the dark,
Knife at my wrist,
I won't be missed.

Would you catch me if i fall?
do u notice me at all?
do u care about my pain and sorrow?
would you care if i died tomorrow?
would you care if i was shattered inside?
coz guess what, inside, i have already died.
have you noticed?

On monday you made me cry,
On tuesday I wondered why,
On wednesday you broke my heart,
On thursday I fell apart,
On friday you said you didnt care,
On saturday you said you'd had an affair,
On sunday I wasnt there....

No one there to help me
No one there to catch
The black tears I cry.
I have tried my hardest
To make it through but
For some reason I no longer
Have the will to.

Fake happiness lives
In this hidden fantasy
Where your dreams come true.