My best lie ever. . .
My life

Originally written 23-5-2008

Have you ever run for so long that your knees fell from underneath you because you were just trying to get away from everything bad in your life?

Today I watched this tree fall. And I started to cry for it. Because as it fell I realized that it was just like me. It was ruined by the hand of man.

4 words make up one of the biggest lies in history, "we're here to help."

Feeling alone is a lot like dying of thirst... you're slowly dying, and all the while you know something you need is missing...

I took your words for truth,
I believed in every lie.
So tell me now, what do I do,
now that I want to die?
*from my new poem What Do You Do When You Want To Die?*

If you love me, you'll let me go.

What do you do when not one thing in your life means enough, for you to want to stay alive?

Listen to the song in his head.
The slowest piano I've ever heard.
Fire blazing behind every note.
The saddest song he ever wrote.

I'm Too Weak To Smile,
Please, Help To Set Me Free,
I'm Too Scared To Be,
The Real Me.