-I gave it my best..but my best wasn't enough as the scars tear open and my life drains through my veins on to the floor in a puddle as i no longer have to put up a struggle.-

I know its not a good quote but thats how i feel about my life..alot

When you look into my eyes what do you see?
A girl thats lost and tormented?
Yeah that would be me.
When you look at my arms what do you see?
A girl thats giving up on life?
Yeah that would be me.

I want him but i dont want to hurt him i want him to kno but knowing will hurt him but him not knowing will hurt me again I choose to hurt myself

A person can apologize as much as they want
Even if you forgive them but
You can never forget the pain they have caused you

I'll take this knife and with this knife i'll make 3 cuts 1 for me, 1 for you, and 1 for me wishing you and I were still just one.

Today inside I died,
And you didnt even notice...
Today I broke down and cried,
And you didnt even care....
Today I really needed you,
And you just walked away...
Today I slashed my wrists,
And you just laughed.....

I hate you so much for this.

You've broken my heart,
Broken it beyond repair,
But the saddest thing of all,
Is you don't even care

I feel as if I'm barely alive
Pain and hate builds up inside
My secrets never seem to be kept
They laughed during the times I wept

Why won't anyone help?

There are only so many tears you can cry,
so much pain you can handle
and so many breaths you can take...

...didnt write this...but i like it..

Real tears are not those that fall from the cheeks and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul