I’m tired of trying..
I’m sick of crying..
Yea I’m smiling..
But inside I’m dying!!

I remeber the very day, the very place, the very time. I can't seem to let it go. It plays in my mind over and over again like a tape in a VCR....play...pause...rewind....play..
pause..rewind.....

~xkRiSsIex~

You have never walked in my shoes,
you don't know how hard it is for me to get up every morning and tie those laces.

I will NOT be used as your verbal punch bag anymore!
In a friend, that aint what Im looking for!

Maybe someday, I'll be better than this.
So much better,
that I'll need these scars on my arms
to humble me.

Sometimes the happiest people you know, are the saddest you will ever meet.

"i hate having to hide my scars all the time, so now i just let them show. i don't care whet people say, cause they don't know what i know."

My friends ask me to stop, they said if i cared about them then i would..But all because of this addiction, i lost them.

The razor makes its mark,
The smell of blood so strong,
A world of crimson and pain,
A world where I belong.....

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know your the best thing you could give to me