But you will never know
This pain she feels inside
She hides behind a smile
Everyday, all the time

I'll paint a pretty picture
i'll paint it with a twist
i'll paint it with a razor
and i'll paint it on my wrist

Everything feels okay when I'm with the ones I care about, then when I'm alone things seem to feel like they are about to fall apart...

Its not easy to cry in front of others
But it hurts much more to cry alone

Pain is what I know
Pain is what is real
Pain is the only thing
That I know how to feel

I have a broken heart
and a broken smile
i guess i'll be broken
for a while

I wonder when it may end but then I realized that it only just began!

As human we dream only of things working out, and when they don't we can never get bye and they haunt us for as long as we think about them.

I Cut My Self Once..
To See How It Feels...
Ever Since Then...
I Never Let The Wound Heal.

Nothing but fairy tails ends right