Why don't you understand 3 simple words? "Leave Me Alone"

I'm soo far from being okay.

I was lost in this world, I didn't know what to do.
That was until... I found you.

It's been a while since everything has felt okay..

Im tired of fighting tooth and nail to be happy just to have it snatched away when i finally get there. ill just be miserable..

My screams are silent
My tears don't fall
I am unknown
Even God doesn't hear my call

I wish I'd had the courage to take more chances

when I had the opportunity,

instead of wasting it on my self-pity.

I want to scream as loud as I can just to see if anyone notices I still exist.

No more lying. I'm tired of trying and sick of crying, all i want is to be smiling but i just keep dieing.

Sometimes surviving is the worst kind of pain.