I just want to roll into a ball in the courner and cry everything i have
inside...i feel like im so alone with all this...no one sees..

Ever feel like fading, when everyone says to fight? Ever feel like faking when everyone thinks your not? Ever feel like dying instead of standing strong? Ever feel like feeling right instead of being wrong?

Ever feel alone even though your with your friends? Ever feel like you should die instead of waste space? Ever feel like the battle you are fighting has already been won but not by you?

"I just wanna fill this hole in my heart...but the closest thing I can find is my pillow..."

You must be strong now. You must never give up. And when people make you cry and you are afraid of the dark, don't forget the light is always there.

I really really hate myself right now. . and it feels like no-one understands. .

Stumble, trip, fall
Leaning against a wall
Crumbled down, and crawl
Staggering down the hall
Listening to death’s call
About to lose it all

Sometimes there's nothing left
and when you look in the mirror
all you see is regret

..not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed..when the fun is over, some sit alone and silently bleed..:(

I've learned to fake a smile.
I've learned to fake a laugh.
I've learned to fake happiness.

But you've yet to learn that I'm fake