I kinda feel like my life is like Jack and Jill, but without the Jack, and without getting back up again

I SHOULD BE THE NUMBER 1 SELLING SYSTEM IN AMERICA BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS GETTING PLAYED
:(

Someone once asked me, 'Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?'
I replied, 'Why do you assume I see two roads?'

My life gets thrown in so many different directions that i'm not sure of where to land.
Everyday my perspective on things changes and half the time I'm not sure where I stand.

My eyes will tell the story

" All I ever wanted was to be loved. "

Sometimes I wish you'd tell me you hated me, just so I'd have an opportunity to say, "Then maybe I should leave."

T.G.R.

I'm scared to do something stupid and hurt all those around me

When I was standing right beside him... I felt like he couldn't see me... like he didn't want to... like he didn't care... maybe... I would be better of dead... oh wait... never mind... to him I already am...

I've locked my emotions inside myself, and can't find the key!