I just want to die, I want all my pain,hurt,lonlyness to go away

Can you keep me safe
While I sleep?
Can you hold me close,
Can you promise me?
You wont leave me alone
In the darkness
Can you keep me safe from the nightmares every night
Can you save me, From my mind

I guess the only reason I haven't gotten help is so everybody doesn't see who I really am, but if I don't get help I hurt the people who already see that side of me.

Why do u write.?
I write because im broken.
What do u write about.?
What ever haunts my heart.
Why are u sad.?
My soul was stolen.
Why are u you.?
I'm me because im tired of trying to be the person im supposed to be.

Story of my life: I am so self-destructive, I turn solutions into problems. Everything I touch, I ruin. I'm Midas in reverse.

DON'T CHOKE ON THE SECRET TEARS THAT YOU KEEP INSIDE,
LET THEM OUT,
AND FORGET WHY THEY WERE THERE,
LET THE BREEZE CARRY THEM AWAY,
ALONG WITH YOUR PAST
AND ALL THE PAIN IN IT

&& I started to look out for myself today
but then I stopped, because I realized
I dont care

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut, and my weakness is that I care too much, and our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. ~Scars-Papa Roach

Silence speaks louder then words

When you try and try and then try again and nothing goes as planned how do you wake up each day knowing its a new day, but the same as yesterday