Its Always The Brightest Stars
That Burn Out Too Soon.

RIP Frankie <3

Nothing hurts more then seeing you...with her. </3

You see the smile,
thats on my mouth..
its hiding the words
that wont come out.....

I would never kill myself...physical pain is how I cope to cover the emotional pain...if I'm a ghost emotional pain will be all that I'm left with.

I Wake Up a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive To School a.l.o.n.e.
I Eat Lunch a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive Home a.l.o.n.e.
I Watch TV a.l.o.n.e.
And Then I Go To Bed A.L.O.N.E.

(I can't stand to be alone)

Nothing is more painful then that one moment you realize....things are not going to be back to the way it use to be

I can't take it anymore . . . I might not be here tomorrow.

This disease
it's taking over me
makes me hate
until I break
it's more than I can stand
no one lends a helping hand
mood changes in a fash
my heads gets bashed
insead of bottling my anger on a shelf
I take it out on myself

Life's to short to be depressed but my heart isn't strong enough to be happy.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.