People move,
Tears fade,
but scars, are forever.

I drink so that my sorrow turns to happiness, if only for a few hours.

Let my shadow cast over my existence,

let the cold night freeze and shatter my memories

let my neverending tears blind me

let the blood that runs from me bind me

A pistol in my hand -
and a hole in my heart.

Why am i staying in a place that I know I don't belong?

Don't try to fix me. I'm not broken.

:'(:

just depends on how you see it...

Im sorry mom,
You didn't fail, i did.

Someone asked me if I knew you.
a million memories flashed through my head
and I said ''no not anymore''

The days when i go to school feeling confident, and Alive...
Those are the days when people tear me down inside...

-from my poem "And I Let You"-