Sometimes it just hits me, out of nowhere.
all of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes
over me, and i get discouraged and i get upset.
and i feel hopeless, sad, and hurt, really hurt.
and once again, i become numb to the world

"A man can be alone in a crowd."

You think acting like shes not there will make her go away

Each and every scar tells a story
a sad one indeed
of a girl who hates her life
a girl who could succeed.
but people keep bringing her down
they make her dig that blade deeper.

I keep a smile on my face
and laugh at everything that is said
but i know deep inside
all my happiness is dead

Have You Ever Wanted To Die Just To See Who Would Be At Your Funeral??

Even Pretty girls Can be shy.
Even pretty girls don't always get the guy.
Even pretty girls have to Say goodbye.
Don't You get it? Even the prettiest girls Cry.X

Im Great
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Going insane
Ready to cut again
Emotional
Angry
Tired of it all

I'm gonna draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razor blade
I'll draw it on my wrist
If I do it correctly
A red fountain will appear
And wash away my sorrow
And wash away my fear

&&. You Make Me Feel Like I Was The Biggest Mistake Yet you Say Your Sorry For Everything.