I'll write your name on a bullet so everyone will know

You were the last thing to go through my mind

not mine but i love it

This blade and these pills keep pulling me in, this pain in my heart just might win.....

Why am I happy one minute
And then so sad the next?
Why is it that I never seem
To know what to expect?

Why is it I lose control
And then I gain it back
When I'm ready it just sits
When not, then it attacks

So i'll cut my wrists and hope to die
cause my life is nothing but a big lie.

I LIKE WALKING IN THE RAIN BECAUSE NOONE CAN SEE ME CRYING

***When i start cryin in the middle of class why do you think something just happend? it all started years ago i just cant hold it in any longer***

***People will tell you "you can have anyone"
But the one person you want you just cant seem to get***

B.i.o.n.c.a.p.t. ((believe it or not cutters are people too))

&& everyday she just wishes
she could start everything over again

&& it's days like these
that i feel like letting go