As i slice open the deadness on my arm and watch as the warm red ink runs out, i know i can go on one more day

The Blade so sharp
Peirces my skin
Only to let out the pain within

My life is such a mess; can't tell my ups from my downs.
I try to look happy; but my smiles soon turn to frowns.

1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut, 4,
now I’m falling on the floor
5 cut, 6 cut, 7 cut, 8,
the world just filled with hate.
9 cut,10
You won’t see me again……

I want to kill myself, but I don't want to die. Does that make sense?

A beautiful suicide will be commited
Here on the bathroom floor
And this time I will do it
Because I can't take this shit anymore.

Dw. i'll be fine. just let me SLIT my wrists one more time

If I smile, will you walk away so I can continue pretending that everything is okay?

You left me lonely,
Ripped apart,
Blackened eyes,
And a broken heart.

I don't feel together,
I'm still broken apart,
I pretend I'm happy,
But the truth is I'm not.