Here alone I stand,
With no one by my side;
So holding no one's hand,
Myself I must find;

Whispers are calling out my name.. cant you hear them.. they're SCREAMING..

How many times can my heart be hurt before it finally brakes
How many times can i cry before my eyes go dry
How many times will i hear I Love You before i finally believe it
How many times will i try to commit suicide before i'm finally dead

Just when you think it is all going to be okay You are lifted high above then you ever were, you get thrown back down and it hurts more then ever

Pain Clouds Her Eyes
Dark Thoughts Creep Into Her Mind
Reaching Out For Something To Hold Onto
Something So ImpossibleTo Find

Darkness Flows Within My Veins
The Blade Presses To My Skin
Hiding Behind A Mask Of Pain
Fighting A Battle I Cannot Win

Mirror Mirror on the wall,
Why is it you did nothing at all,
To tell them what you saw was true?
It was always there, you always knew.

I cant stop cutting its stoping me from crying its stoping me from talking

As a child i fought not to sleep

As a teen i slept to escape

As an adult i slept to die

When you start to pull your hair out
To keep from reaching for a knife
I'll laugh out loud once again proud
To say, "Welcome to my life"