I try to be strong and hide my pain but as soon as im alone i go insane

So many scars...so many memories.

Another day, another cut,
Maybe this time I'll bleed too much,
I don't want to live through this again,
I just want the pain to f.u.c.k.i.n.g end.

Its always those memories which you wish would fade that are the hardest to lose

"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."

The scars run deep, the wounds don’t close
Results of the path I unwittingly chose

--suicidal thoughts haunt my otherwise empty mind--

Cutiing helps depression, at least, it helps me...

She lies wide awake until her dreams take away reality...

Let's be nothing, I hear it lasts forever...