*for the only time i smile now is when i bring the cold blade unto my scarred up wrists

Sometimes people see you the way they want to see you, no matter how hard you try to change it. It's like they'd rather twist the whole world just so they can keep seeing you the same lousy way.

How does talking to someone help when they force you to tell them

My life is like a broken glass all shattered into pieces.
I dont know how much longer i can take it, im slipping threw the creases.

Look at me,
I no you will see the real me.
A girl trying helplessly,
to escape and be free.

"I don't wanna come too near, I might get hurt...I don't wanna go too far, I might die"
-- By Me

I swear that cold winter is warmer than feelings of some people.

And now it's time to put on that smiling face again...

Yeah, I made a mistake. No actually, I've made three of them. My first one was that I was born. The second one, that I didn't die when I should have and the third that I'm still breathing. I've made a lot of mistakes.

It's not that the positive stuff is a lie, it's just that the negative stuff is easier to believe.