When i cut. i cut deep. i cut for
the pain. for the near death
experience. i cut to feel
something. to feel for the people
that left me broken

Pain dosent hurt when its all u ever felt

You know that feeling when you want to die, but you cant?

Thats how I feel right now...

My mind is a beautiful place full of bunnies and unicorns ....
except the bunnies are cutting themselves and the unicorns are being emo again.

It's a loneliness, where you're not alone.
A sadness, when you're not sad.
A feeling, that's never really felt.
It's an emptiness..
An emptiness I just don't understand.

Know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.

"You have no idea what its like...the feeling when it hurts to breathe."

Sitting alone in my room laying on my bed.

No one with me but the voices in my head.

Drawing a picture of a broken heart.

All beaten and falling apart.

Right now i need to put my life on hold, take a step back, and do what will help me and make me happy, I need a break befor i do something i regret

So she smiles, have you ever wondered
what she is feeling on the inside?