She grabs the razor and begins to cut and decieds that this is how she will die and if she doesnt succed tonight she'll try again till it her time!

And sometimes i even scare myself,
at what a good actress i really am.

Real pain is when you can only feel numb.
You cannot cry, no tears come

"People never change, they just get better at hiding their problems"

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Starring out the window,
all the water is blocking my sight
outside it is not raining,
Once again,
my mind and heart are having a fight.

Ill forgive u
for killing me
so softly...

i wont hate u
for leaving me
so alone

yet the tears still fall...
and i wana end it all
im waiting for ure call...
im waiting for u 2 catch my fall

Next time, I thought,
It would be a cliff.
I want to fall
Into the darkness,
Away from this world…
What loss would that ever bring
If my peace were found
In hell.

Whats a smile, but a shadowed acknowledgement of failure and lies

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The blade tears a hole
That old fimilar sting
I try to tear it all away
But I still remember everything...