Happiness is just a made up word to make you believe that life is worth living.

I wrap all my feelings togeather and tie them up with a smile..

[x] She's smiling on the outside
But, inside her heart bleeds [x]
Isn't it what;s inside that counts..??

Act
on your impulse,
swallow the bottle,
cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.

-impulse-

Who Is Actually Listening To My Cry?
I'll Tell You Who...
No One

"Its as if im stuck in the past, being a shadow of myself...as time moves forward, it feels like I have been left behind."

You don't know what its like, TO be kicked, when your down, to feel like youve been pushed aaround. TO be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you, you dont know what its like to be like me.

"It hurts beyond physical pain, something you'll never understand."

Looking at your reflection in a mirror and in that mirror your reflection is staring back ever wonder if your reflection is living a better life?

Cutting is not a cure for depression...it's only a treatment that constantly increases in dosage