"Depression is not something you can over come...only temporarily push aside."

Everyone thought she was fine..
Everyone thought shed be okay..
But no one saw the non fading lines
& no one saw her break.

When i thought everything was better....everything whent wrong

So together, but still so broken up inside.

They say the grass is always greener on the other side,
well if you went to the other side , would that make where you were before look greener now? ?
?
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Try to be me for a day. please? just give me one days rest, let me be someone else, and maybe I'll be happy for a day....

And here i lay
starring up at the sky above me
wishing my soul could escape there
and leave my lifeless body
beneath me.

I'll destroy my self, if you let my emotions destroy me.

A smiling person, yet so devastated inside. I'm never this helpless before, I'm becoming more of that sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you go.

And the sad thing is, you'll never know how it really hurts.

I hardly think before I press it to my palm
As I do this my facial expressions stays very calm
Afterwords I hate myself a little bit more
I wrap my bleeding wrists then I slam the door

-from my poem "control"