Please save me from this world I never belonged in. Release me from this prison that I was never welcome in. I was never wanted and never fit in so save me and free me please.

You think im happy and you think im alright
But you have never seen the blood fall from me at night

I put the blade to my wrist
its time to put an end to this
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I feel so cold and empty inside & its all because of you..

Im never cold
because the cold outside is never
a match to the freeze on my insides. :(

Dad; well dont be depressed.
girl; i'll try.

thoughts; WHAT THE HELL ITS NOT SOMETHING I CAN CHOOSE!?

For the first time in a long time i cut again
and for the first time in a long time i felt FREE

I've locked it up
and put it away
then hid the key.
didn't bother to make a map
no one would want it anyway

The blood spills,
I fall to the floor,
my last thought:
I can't take this anymore...

I hardly think before I press it to my palm
As I do this my facial expressions stays very calm
Afterwords I hate myself a little bit more
I wrap my bleeding wrists then I slam the door

-from my poem "control"