I've lost the pain I used to feel the only problem is the numbness just wont fade..

Everyday is like Halloween for me, because everywhere I go have to put on another mask and hide who I really am

MY FAVORITE SLEEP AID IS TEARS :-(

Just whisper, don't make a sound
Don't want the world to know the truth
You've been broken and abused...

By one of my favorite bands "FlyLeaf"
Song: Amy says

I wanna be there for you, but how can I be there when you push me away!

My scars are memories of the war I fought against myself. And they remind me, I lost..

You have a knife in your hand, either place it in my back, where everyone else did, Or place it in my heart, and end all the f u c k i n g pain, that im goingg thruuu

I'm just the girl behind the fake smile and real tears.

Im tired of hiding my scars
I want everyone to see the pain i went through
Soo That They see
I was never really perfect

Where do you go when the place you call home is closed for business?