Only she knows
how loneliness truly feels
only she knows
how silence truly kills
only she knows
what is like to be [ her ]

Only..

How can I possibly be happy with the body God gave me when there are so many people with better ones?

I know my life could be so much worse but that does't mean what I'm going through doesn't hurt like hell

"Fade into the background. That's the only place you'll ever fit in."

I don't discriminate - i hate everyone equally ....

She loses herself often in life, drowning in her daily demands. She offers everything she has to give, but what she gives is often what she needs in return.

I know how it feels to be on the edge of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
tears running down your face
wishing everything would just end.

I guess some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.
-From Donnie Darko

She cried when this last [scar] wasn't [deep] enough, [deep] enough to see, but not [deep] enough to feel.

How many tears can you cry before there's nothing left of you?