I Don't Need A Reason To Die... I Need A Reason Not To

That last little hope i had i wasted on you.

I'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring, and to see my best friends crying.

You know the music isn't loud enough,
When you can still hear yourself,

Screaming and crying along with the words.

What hurts more than no one understanding me, is no one trying to understand.

Just because she comes off strong doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying. and even though she acts like everything is alright maybe, just maybe, shes really good at acting.

A life of no emotion, a life of empty dreams
No extended hand to help with silent screams

Everything hurts...

Ohh you just write so many beautiful mistakes in blood...of angony...but you know theres always a camera flashing. But there is more to each photograph each one just tells you you have a memory and just treasure it. ...

They tell me I'm mature.
They tell me I'm smart.
They thell me I'm 13 going on 30.
Then They tell me I'm not old enough to understand.