I'm scared to shut my eyes, to even sleep at night
why do you scream and yell
i swear this is my hell
i want to get away
everything i'll do
will end up hurting you
i want you to know
that ill love you no matter where i go!

Water-proof mascara and band-aids wont do
the make-up still runs
and the blood still beeds through

Don't tell me its going to be ok.
Don't whisper words of encouragement.
Just hold me till the pain fades.

A bottle of liquor in one hand a gun in the other.....your picture in front of me......

These scars on my wrists are proof that people like you do exist... </3

While other girls doodle hearts, I doodle tiny stars: Little wishes for everything to somehow be ok.

You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said nothing, then I turned around and whispered everything.

Want to hear something sad?
You spend your whole life
Waiting in line to die
&& the sad part is;
I'm already d.e.a.d

She sits in her corner
and waits for it to come
She waits for the Darkness
to finish her Up

I know how it feels, to be on the edge of your bed, Your head buried in your hands, Wishing everything would just end.